Today was eventfull. i went to crissys grad party, it was fun...i had a good time. i DJ'd for one song, and that was an a teens cover of dancing queen. it was pretty funny, or so i thought. i came home and deric picked me and kevin up, we went to see the living end. i couldve cared less about the first two bands, so me and kevin sat in the front. it was a good show. lori was thier with fred and rich. rich is cute, last summer hes like.."come be in our band". we meet up with danielle and erin, so our group and thier group went to nesters. so much fun. erin told us how she was lactating, and kept asking dannile if she had "enough milk in her oatmeal". eww. so i come home from a really fun day/night...to get a sinking feeling in my stomache. like somehting is somehow wrong. i dont know. oh well, if im worried about what i think happened, then no big deal. its nothing that important, or i "need".
on a completly diffrent note, i feel like i had my heart broken all over again. brian randomly starts a conversation with me. "any new boys?" he asks me. obviously the only reason he asked me that is so i can ask him the same question. i didnt have to. so he starts talking about kate. now....me and kate have just started being friends again. not even friends...just people that talk. anyway. i thought it was weird he was bringing up something old and done with. i was like, "why are you fucking talking about this now asshole?" and hes like, "because me and kate are dating now...thats why". the only reason he started tlaking to me was so he could puposly tell me that hes dating kate, to purposely hurt me. yes, i have a boyfriend now...but still. i liked him alot. i really didnt even know him all that well. then when i stopped talking to him it seemed like he was yelling at me. "me and kate have nothing to do with you", he said that out of nowhere. like, thanks asshole for opening up a closed wound. fuck you brian. die.